Lessons from Habakkuk Chapter 1 By: Kurt Barnes

Have you ever found yourself lying awake at night, wrestling with unanswerable questions about life, the universe, and everything in between? While some of these questions might be lighthearted – like why glue doesn’t stick to the inside of the bottle – others cut much deeper. One of the most profound and troubling questions many of us face is: Why does evil sometimes seem to thrive?

This question isn’t new. In fact, it’s one that has been asked for millennia. Around 600 BC, a prophet named Habakkuk grappled with this very issue. Living in a time of chaos and impending doom, Habakkuk looked around at his world and cried out to God, “How long, Lord, must I call for help, but you do not listen? Or cry out to you, ‘Violence!’ but you do not save?”

Habakkuk’s words resonate with many of us today. We look at our world, our workplaces, our neighborhoods, and sometimes even our own lives, and we see injustice. We see people who seem to prosper despite their wrongdoing, while others who try to do right struggle. We see violence, conflict, and destruction. And in the face of all this, we might find ourselves asking, “God, where are you? What are you doing?”

It’s easy to feel guilty about these questions. We might think that having doubts or frustrations with God is a sign of weak faith. But the beauty of Habakkuk’s story – and indeed, much of the Bible – is that it invites us to bring our raw, honest emotions to God.

The Psalms, which Jesus himself knew and sang, are filled with laments – cries of anguish and confusion directed at God. Out of 150 Psalms, approximately 42 are classified as Psalms of Lament. We have an entire book called Lamentations. The prophet Jeremiah, in his darkest moments, wished he had never been born.

These examples show us that it’s not only okay to bring our frustrations to God – it’s invited. Grace meets us where we are, not where we pretend to be. When we’re honest about our struggles, it allows for a depth to grow in our souls that wouldn’t be possible otherwise.

So what do we do when what we see with our eyes doesn’t match the conviction in our souls? When our lived experience doesn’t align with what we read in scripture? We often face what Henry Blackaby calls a “crisis of belief.”

In these moments, we tend to do one of two things: either desperately try to recapture the “good feelings” of faith we once had, or walk away entirely. But there’s a third option, a more difficult but ultimately more rewarding path: we can lean in, embrace the struggle, and wrestle with God.

This path isn’t easy. It often involves a “dark night of the soul,” as John of the Cross put it. But it’s in these desert seasons that our roots can grow deepest. As James 1:2-4 encourages us, “Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”

When Habakkuk cried out to God, he received an answer – but not the one he expected. God told him that He would use the Babylonians, a people even more wicked than Israel, to bring about His judgment. This answer left Habakkuk even more confused and frustrated.

Yet even in his confusion, Habakkuk continued to wrestle with God. He reminded God of His own character: “Lord, are you not from everlasting? My God, my Holy One, you will never die.” He questioned, he argued, but he didn’t walk away.

This is the key: God would rather we wrestle with Him than walk away from Him. He can handle our questions, our doubts, our anger, and our frustration. He invites us to bring it all to Him.

Sometimes, the answers we receive might not make sense to us. They might even seem to contradict what we believe about God’s character. In these moments, we’re reminded of the words God spoke through the prophet Isaiah: “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.”

We see this played out most dramatically in the life of Jesus. What looked like the greatest defeat – the cruel death of an innocent man on a cross – turned out to be the greatest victory the world has ever known. Sometimes, things are not as they seem.

So what do we do when we find ourselves in “chapter one” of our story, feeling confused, hurt, or angry at God? We hold on. We wrestle. We pray, “Lord, would you do a work in me in this valley season that only you can do?”

We may not always get the answers we want. We may not understand why God allows certain things to happen. But we can be certain of one thing: it can’t be because He doesn’t love us. The cross stands as an eternal testament to God’s love for us.

As we navigate our own seasons of doubt and struggle, may we, like Habakkuk, continue to wrestle. May we bring our questions, our frustrations, and our pain to God. And may we also bring an open mind, trusting that even when we can’t see it, God is at work.

In the words of the prophet Jeremiah, we are like clay in the potter’s hands. God is shaping us, forming us, sometimes in ways we don’t understand. But He who began a good work in us is faithful to complete it.

So if you find yourself in a season of doubt, don’t give up. Keep wrestling. Keep questioning. Keep seeking. And above all, keep holding onto God. For it’s often in these seasons of struggle that God does His deepest work in our hearts.

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2 responses to “Wrestling with God: Finding Faith in the Midst of Doubt”

  1. coolscribe101 Avatar

    Many thanks Kurt for your articulate message around a thorny subject. Thank you for the reminder that God is God! and that (as a well known worship song puts it), it’s not about me, you, or us. As someone who has lost two members of my family within the past 3 weeks, your post is a fresh reminder to me to be as determined as Jacob who wrestled with God, and to view our circumstances through the lens of faith.
    Bless you!

  2. Jennifer Warren Avatar

    Powerful and needed reminder. Your messages are always so on point and convicting.

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